Sunday, August 12, 2012

scream in frustated.

Hi semua assalamualaikum selamat sejahtera hi hi. i miss this blog so much uhuk. *muntah darah* thor~ okay. now whats time? omg 12:38 dah. nanti sahur mesti guwa tutup mata je, mcm mumia hahahhha. so guise, cuba kira berapa hari lagi nak raya. tak sampai seminggu dah adik-adik, makcik-makcik, pakcik-pakcik. ehem, dengan ini saya berasa sangat sedih kerana Ramdhan yang mulia ini akan berakhir dengan sekelip mata. tsk tsk. tahun ni tak sempat nak terawih sekali pun sbb first puasa pergi amik angah dngn along, second diorang penat so lepak rumah third puasa hantar diorang balik. serious takda masa. tersangatlah pack. and guess what? guess what?! kak dina still got angry wimme. omg sangat lama. omg saya tak tipu. omg Allah je yang tahu betapa peritnya rasa dihiraukan. omg hanya Allah je yang tahu how much i miss her. omg only Allah's know how much she means to me. omg im sho shadd :(

*muka frust* *kalau ada niat nak lempang muka ni sila......tampo skang*
i wonder if she miss me like i do. i wonder if she love me like i do :( i miss her like h*ll. Ya Allah..........kau berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk hadapi semua ni. i oweys dream that i will come to her house when raya nanti!!!!! omg i want that happen i want that!!! :( so yeah. maybe ada hikmah disebalik semua ni. aku tetap percaya tu. uhuk.

Oh ya, guess what? i have a crush on someone. tenonenoenenoneno. hahhahahah seriously he is too perfect. too perfect to compare to other guys. he's smart, gentleman, his father a doctor yknow. omg first day i never expect he exist in this world hahhhha serious. so he sat in front of me. i make my conclusion on my first sight about him, absolutely he is handsome. omg im melting that time. idk that mai and syaq have feelings on him too. hahahahahaahahaha. then theres a 'surat' on my girl's table. i was like 'mai apa ni?' i ignore that thing. sbb time tu ocus tak silap haha. then we got another 'surat' guess what. it wrotes 'Aina' omg i am the only one names ainaa omg. then it says that the thing is from ****. omg FROM MY CRUSH. MY CRUSH JUST NOW. I was like seriously?! time tu gila bhapak excited punya nak mati. *says in heart* *promised not to vulgar :p*  but i still care my behavior. so i just continue with my locus daa. then i would like to ask qila something but i saw he watch me at my distal. i saw it! i saw omg i just turned to other side. my heart skips rapidly. omg i am so delighted to friend wif him ahaks XD

*omg duckface are not allowed*
uhm lets say if he will be my boyfriend wanna-be. what if he ask me omg he is single now. omg. *lempanglempang muka sendiri* hoi jangan nak berangan ah. hahhhaahahhhaa i shall think about my sayang bucuk comel baby intan payung saya yang ngade lagi cantik kak dina eh. hahhhahha. i will make a video about my akak sayang but it is in the process now. so wait for it hahhahhha. wh what?! 1 am already. time why you move so fast~~~ night guiseeee, nightmares and loves xx

I LOVE MY AKAK SAYANG MORE THAN ANYONE DOES.