Monday, May 06, 2019

468 kilometres away

Being with you has taught me to be in relationship it's not all about lovey-dovey or saying to say I love you before going to sleep and in the morning, but it's about understanding each other. Its about time management, time you need to find to spend for each other. No matter how busy you are, you have to find some time, maybe ask his/her whereby, if they have take their lunch yet or even a simple "how was your day" before you off to sleep. Learn to comprehend both situation without judging and being selfish. These seems easy but we actually don't know how it works when it happens. 
We are not that far, but already far and tired for me, hoping and waiting when are we gonna meet again. He is now on a work trip to the north and supposed to be to the east cost as well. Almost there, but suddenly got cancelled because he need to be somewhere in a few days. We're supposed to celebrate his birthday in a 4 days coming, I swear to god there's so much plan in my head. Ugh this is so frustrating, I know its not his fault but ya time sucks. I just want him to be here :( I know again thats absurd and childish but his presence is all I need right now.