I've been laying down in my bed since few hours ago. I get sad, I feel like crying every time I woke up. I swear to God I don't know why. But one thing that I'm sure of is I feel empty inside.
I'm going to end my first year here, 3 more weeks exactly. I'll surely miss my friends. I'm afraid if I don't meet any of like them in my second year. Since i got into pdt programs, my new classmates are so nice and I couldn't ask for more as they helped me a lot and I like to be with them. But there is no like my roommates. No one understand me. I always talk things like personal matter and only both of them girls really understand me. They always know what I'm talking about. I've tried it with my classmates, but there have zero thoughts of what I'm speaking about.
The taste of music between us is totally not the same. The boys in pdt aren't sporting as my friend. This guy which I've known since the first semester in music club is totally have the same genre of music as I am. We once used to lepak and making covers together. I've always dreaming to have a circle of friends like him. Thank God I finally have one. And he's leaving college very soon. Which mean I have no one to share my music with. I don't know why I sound so sad but legit I'm crying right now. Hahahhaaha
I just wanna make an appreciation post to you guys who have been a part of me in the whole 2 semesters. I learned so many things here which I can't get any in books or anywhere. Thank you.