Hey its been months since the last time I rant here. Alhamdulillah everything was great, I had a good time and lotsa good thing happened and might happen in His will I must say. One of the thing was maybe my dua has been granted by Him. I dont know, I'm still searching on how far this is going to be but I think this is beyond that I imagined. I thank him for giving me so much happiness for this week which I've never thought it would be this fast.
As soon as i put my guard down and leave everything to Him, He send me this guy. We met for less than a week and I like him just the way I used imagined how its going to be. The moment I thought "he might be the one I'm looking for" I never stop asking to Allah to lend him a lil bit longer for me. I told myself to acknowledge that this is one of the test, thus I hope in whatever way I'm going through is only the matters of pulling me closer towards Him. As usual the inner feeling inside me starts to agitated about everything, either it already happened or only occur in my damn mind. Yes I do comprehend that this is not going to last, and I need to digest that. Okay I think that is it. I will update to you from time to time, till we meet again :)