I have roughly a year to appreciate every second that I have and also have to prepare mentally& physically at the same time. It's tough but the intense, I kinda looking forward to it. Initially I don't see it as a threat to myself, instead the urge feeling of wanting me to be better as a human being ignites. But sometimes, it seems like I put myself at risk out there on purpose. But once again it is something I've been wanting so dearly. He knew it so He gives you this situation. I should work for it till I get it. Dear dad, I'll definitely get what u want please don't be so garang ok love u. I gained the positive vibes back!! & of course you know what you are doing kan so goodluck ainaa on your final year
