I feel down. So down until I felt like I don't deserve anything in this world. I don't deserve to be loved I don't deserve any kindness from anyone. I'm just a lil piece of shit who is literally nothing.
22/8/2020 08:44
It has been very hard for me for the past few days. Sometimes I don't think we can continue this ldr anymore. I'll be going back to terengganu in a month and that makes everything even more harder. Crying is the best accompany at the moment. At least mikael's presence keeps me busy as I can put aside this thing for a while. That is all for now, hope everything will be ok soon.