Missing you is inevitable. I know you never feel like I did after we decided to be just friend, but for God's sake your face would never leave my mind. All of your words that you've said still linger in my head hoping that it will come true. That word that you've been calling me still make my heart skips a beat until now. Believe it or not, I'm happy whenever I think of you. Believe it or not again, I still hope that we can be more than just a friend again.. if and just if you give me a second chance, I will never ever wronged you and behave like a 19 years old human being. I tried to like other guy and I was stupid that love is that simple, when I like someone and just by saying that 'I like you' that someone will say the same thing back to me. I was so stupid. And I just realized that I was doing the same thing to you before & you said that you like me too. Is that true? And I just realized again that why did I trust you so much? Because you were my best friend. My very good boy friend. I've never ever have boys friend before, its only both of you whom I trusted for the past five years. The person who I can rely on, the person who I can refer to and the person who I can tell my whole life to. You were the guys who have a little space in me, that I'd keep for my entire life. And again... I just realized that I'm the only one who feel that stupid way that stupid feeling. I'm so sorry for wasting your time, begging for your attention and desperately asked you to love me back.
